keep on keepin on
My boys are in counsling. one has ADHD, the other has severe anxiety. They are now having anger issues...MAJOR anger issues. I told their counselor about my marriage and my sex addict husband. She asked me for a time line of events. When this all started, when we've been seperated, when he's not come home, when we've fought, how many times, and when, he's lied to the boys. I couldn't tell her. It's all a blur. He's left so many times I have no idea when he's been gone. We've been seperated so many times I quit keeping trrack. Why me? WHY!? I hate this! Why am I still married? Because..... well, I don't know! I'm starting to forget why. I'm starting to NOT want to be married. I'm starting to lose it all. My counselor told me that I'd slowly get to this point of not wanting to be married. I'm not loving this. My boys counselor told me that when we've tried everything and don't get any different results then it&