You're the one that I loved...
X called. He's serious with a girl. Actually, he told me they're getting married. And, I'm a mess. I haven't cried this much in a long time....about 2 years. WHY?! WHY is this bothering me so much? It's taken me 3 days to work through all of this. The first day I couldn't stop crying. Today I cried once. So I'm making progress. So many emotions... this is supposed to be my life, my happily ever after. this man took it from me. He took it and is giving it to someone else. He is changing for this woman and her 3 boys, but... he wouldn't change for me or OUR boys! He was supposed to make me so happy. He promised me happiness, love and to cherish me. He knows all of my insecurities, all of my weaknesses and he threw them in my face. We were supposed to live a life together, raise a family together, go on adventures together, go to soccer games, recitals, scouts, church, etc together. I had envisioned gro