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all about ME

I went through 2 weeks of complete hell. I found out x MARRIED the girl he told me he was serious with.  They just went to the courthouse in town and got married. It destroyed me. Not because I want him back...this is so hard for people to understand unless they've experienced this as well. How can he move on and be happy and not be alone? I'm raising 3 kids and going to school full time and being the mom and dad and I'm doing it alone. He is the one who destroyed our marriage, so why I am the one who is alone?   It was also hard because it was a reminder of everything he promised me and destroyed. How could someone love this man who completely destroyed everything in me? 2 weeks of hell.  I was in a dark place.  Darker than I've been in a long time.  I didn't know how I'd ever make it out. Then, I met her.  She's a genuinely kind person, she's so great to my kids and she and I get along really well.  I invited her over right before Christmas